"Problems cannot be solved at the same level of awareness that created them." – Albert Einstein

I have a lot of my friends from the SCA who read this blog who have mentioned a notable lack of posts on the SCA here.  For the uninitiated the SCA is the acronym for the Society for Creative Anachronism, a medieval-renaissance history group that has been described as the 800-lb gorilla of living history groups.  And I use the term living history loosely.  Because of their time span (roughly 600-1600 CE), and scope of membership (35,000 official members, and probably an equal number of unpaid members worldwide), there is considerably more “anachronism” than in more focused, true Living History groups.  But, despite it being primarily a social organization, I have learned and developed a deeper love and understanding of history over my life than I would have in any other structure. 

The love of history is not why I have stayed an active member for 26 years.  My interests come with a desire to bring a little authenticity to it’s representation that is probably more conducive to pursuing in other groups.  I stay, not for the history, but for the relationships.  More than any other group hobby that borders on passion, there are deep relationships formed in the SCA that substitute for the disrupted neighborhoods, villages and parishes of earlier, less mobile times.  In short, I stay for the people.  And the fighting.  I came because the call of the tournament field was too strong to resist, and it is my first and truest link to the SCA.

In any small, inbred community, there are times when the closeness is stifling and the interpersonal relationships turn petty and small.   Sometimes you just have to take a breath of fresh air, walk away and slow down.  It’s the only way you can really pursue any passion for the long haul without crossing the border into obsession. 

Plus, we have had an attack of life over the last year that our previous commitments did not allow us time to dwell on.  An attack that we pushed through outwardly well, in fact, a little too well.  I think while we were so busy putting a smile on the face of our tragedy that people forgot the profundity of the changes that we found ourselves in the middle of.  I think we forgot it ourselves.  In this way, the SCA was our saving grace – we had no choice but to suck it up and move forward.  Duty calls, and all that – it’s an almost military dedication to “doing what must be done.”   This dovetailed well with my upbringing.  The British have NOTHING on New Englanders when it comes to having a stiff upper lip.  No tears allowed. 

But now that we are allowed out of the fishbowl, we are taking a bit of time to inhale, reorient, and take the luxury of a bit of personal time.  We have a house to make a home, salvage to sort, baby books to update and lives to reclaim.  When we show up at an event we want the luxury of coming in our own clothes.

But (in a rare personal appearance, only because I am in a helmet) this:

Me, in armor 

 Is what brought me into the SCA, and this is what will bring me back.  The pure thrill of combat. 

Gotta go.  Got armour to fix.

July 10th, 2006 at 11:51 am
8 Responses to “My dormant geekdom”
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    Wendy Says:

    You are NOT kidding about the whole fishbowl thing. I can’t sneeze w/o hearing about it in the rumor mill. Yeeeesh…you’d think people had something better to do with their time. 🙂 We miss you bunches and completely understand the need for a break!!! Come back when you are ready and make sure it’s to have fun!

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    Bambi Says:

    I agree completely about the friendships keeping me in the SCA. Many of the people are family to me and I can’t imagine not being around them. However I also understand the need for a break, it has been a wild year.

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    Shep Says:

    You’re a good friend, and a good stick, I’ll be happy to fight with or against you anytime. Enjoy life, come back when its fun and you’re ready, there is always space under my dayshade for you and yours.

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    Robbin Says:

    We’ll be coming out again soon. I can’t stand being this rusty. Plus – stay out too long and the call of the easy-stay-at-home life gets too strong. Something to do with all the disposable income not being spent on event fees and gas.

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    Sheila Says:

    Nice armour. I’m thinking about fighting, but wonder if I’m too old to start. And of course, the armour has to look good.

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    Sarah Says:

    Well, it is a great time of the year to take a break, if you’re gonna take one. I can’t fault you there… but it will be good to see you guys and the adorable Harry out and about again.

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    Robbin Says:

    Sheila,

    It’s never too late really. I mean, I am still doing it, and whupping up on kids under half my age. Nothing beats the thrill of smacking around a teenage boy who wasn’t even BORN when you authorized 🙂

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    Sheila Says:

    Lol, thats funny. Didn’t think about that aspect.